fucked up .
today lost-ed my library books .
then this si orh jiao Mr chandra gan me .
fuck lorhs .
i ask him where buey song , he ask me go sit down .
stupid noob , fucking noob .
damn buey song today cans .
recess that time ask jikun got see my library books or not .
then he knn tell me Mr koo take .
fucks lahs ~ lols .
oh yahs .
Maths class , mr chew damn angry with us .
sorry lorhs .
& that lavon keep calling me frog lahs .
kuku -.
had english & CPA test , wah .. damn sleepy cans !
keep sleeping .
CF period cried .
hais ~ .
&& Lavon like menghui ! :] .
end here lahs . no mood to post .

sibei sian-ed now .
having EM & i am like so boring ?
hms , yah .
a new guy in our class .
LEVON i think ? .
he damn idiot lahs ~ keep di siao me luhs .
& he called me frog ?!
wtfffff ~ -.
& he sososo look alike to Ezra luhs .
lols .
just now Twin peck me :] .
hahs .
now the Mr Joe kp-ing beside me .
hahahs .
whatever , i will post at home .

updates :DD .
Mr joe damn cute lahs :]
trained netball , basketball & volleyball in school :] .
so damn fun lorhs :] .
oh yeah ! i seriously want to play v.ball with zejiang & menghui agains :] .
we damn cute cans , play until the ball keep drop to 1st floor .
hahas :] .
after that went down to netball court play netball :] .
wahlaus , mr ang damn fucked on lorhs .
lols ! the ball keep hit until kevin's head .
& he owe me bubble tea !
well , what shit is this ?!
english test tmr -.
Ms kumari damn kuku one .
make us bring so many books to school yet she dont want use .
nabei CB , i wont obey her anymore okay .
whatever , i ending here btw .
dont miss me lorhs :] .

yups , my editing sucks okay , but i like :] .

went to hospital to see ah girl jie jie just now .
her condition very jia lat luhs .
a lot needles was being attach to her body .
all we can do is wait outside luhs :'( .

& yups , a lot ppl dont have my phone number lehs !
sadded :'( .

fuck i am damn tired today .

sianed .
rot at home .
only can sleep .
hais ~ boring .

i want to go out .
but cnt .
i miss jialing , shueting , kevin michelle & VIVIAN :'( .

choinging for o2 liao bye .

updateddddd:

ok something really bad happened to ah girl jie jie :'( .
she became unconsious few days ago .
& the doctor say there's only 50/50 % on the operation :'( .

to ahgirl jie jie :
jiayous .
dont give up hope kays .
all will be with you de :] .
ai si ni :] .

i was caught by Mdm Jaffra after chapel -.
fucks , she tuck my shirt and unfold my skirt for me .
wahlans ~ then a lot sec1 looking at me luhs .

My class is lame :] .
hahas , we were all switching bags tgt at science class :] .
i took charlotte's one .
& now , my new name is Charpeh :] .

EM was really really fun today :] .
Mr Joe was guilty about making shueting angry .
hahahs funnyyyyy .

well , after school went to bubble tea store there .
brother lend me money :] .
& the first time infront of my friends .
WTF ? charlotte & jialing say he damn good -.
yups , he did change a lot .

i never go trng today .
well , i wait for the netball girls .
lucky Kevin was with me .
if not i will be bored to dead .

& teck hwee , paiseh make your lips bleed .

after their trng , shueting pei me go see stars .
but we wait until pekcek norhs .
then come back liaos .

i am hungry ~

counseling today :]
yups , cried a bit .

well , i saw mr sim today .
he ask me whether i want to quit basketball or nots .
hm , will tell him the answer tmr , i said .
& i thought of it just now .
so my answer is : i wont quit .
just to give myself one more chance .

okay , i soso love zhuo colleen alrights .
she gave me a limited edition Jay Chou necklace :]
COLLEEN , AI SI NI LE :] .

i am soso tired today .
sleep at CPA , then Ms Kumari woke me up -.
at maths class also sleep .
damn tired today !
oh yahs ! i was nearly late for school today .
reached school then a lot ppl say my eyes very swollen .
chao turtle :x .
hahs :] .
lols , Ezra smelt my socks at CF lessons .
hahas !

yups , chalet is on the march 11 , 12 , 13 at downtown east :] .
hms , soso excited cans :] .
staying for one day .

my brother is a sucker .
he's playing with that bear like crazy .
the bear which his ex gave .
oh whatever .
EM tmr .. sian ~ .
& hahs , i am gg to bring my waterbottle to school :] .
i was dehydrated this few days .

wtf , my phone spoilt agains .
fuck it mans ~ .
so yups , bye .

this is the picture we took with chong wei :] .

having elective modules now .
siannnnnnnn ~ .
hahs , teck hwee promised to treat me Sakae .
:]]]] , hahs , i will not be at home so early .

post later :]

back :] .
i am gg for counseling tmr :] .
i talk to Mrs Tan after school .
nearly cry .
but she always encourage me to hang on :] .
i love her luhs .

well , jialing , menghui , caiying & michelle had committee training .
shueting & joyce have netball training
so i wait for them at the chairs outside GOffice .
very hot lahs !
* i am chao dah-ed .
then this Kevin come to sit with me .
wahlans ~ he very GuaiL** sometimes -.
hahs ! buey GuaiL** , buey dua han .
home around 7+ .

i want tongue peircings lah ~
emotionally desperate for it :'( .

had health screening inside Wow room today .
totally fun :] .
caiying & michelle was playing divorced couples .
lols .
i was lying at the sofa waiting for my turn to be check .
then this caiying was helping me do CPR -.
now my rip cage very pain .
after school went to KFC , then headed to caiying house .
got , jikun . joyce . jialing . menghui . teckhwee . charlotte . kenneth . jerom . fook choy .
siao luhs .. is like 10 ppl crowding in a small room .
hahs , played poker for awhile , then went to playground .
never see chong wei there :'( .
i miss him , you little boy .
walked to provision shop with jialing . jerom & fookchoy .
i was asking this question ;
" if one day , i really die .. how will you all react ? "
jialing say she will cry .
the others , never reply me -.
went back to playground .
ask the question agains .
some say will cry , some say make coffin for me , some say dont know .
then charlotte keep consoling me ; my tears want to drop already .
i am so EMO !
then went home with jerom & fook choy .
well , pang seh-ed jialing & gang .
anyway , paiseh lahs .
bye .

Labels: the most emo kid in clique is me :)

Saw Jialing's & Menghui's tag .
my tears rolled down .
i had never knew i am someone they concerned .
:'( , i really dont know what to say .

havent been in a good appetite this few days .
maybe because of my sick ness .
* cough .
hais ,, i will post later .

updateddddddddddddd:

helped twin make her blog .
seriously , a lot of ppl ask me help them make blog .
even Teck Hwee . -.
hahs , msged teck hwee & we was like arguing about sakae sushi .
lols ! we are lameeeeeee ~ .

ohs yah ! i want tongue piercing !
i want it , i want to have an emo look .
goodness gracious lah ~ .
D&T tmr .
i gg to pon .
:] bye .

i am super-ly not feeling well luhs .
've been coughing from ytd until now .
& my stuffy nose !
sucks .

i want to cry lah ~ .
beh tahan lehs .
no money see doctor .
played O2 ytd ;; sibei sian .
i will post later .

Updatedddddddddddd:
yes , Dad & the bitch have been treating me differently apart from the others .
i hate them .
if earth really had time-machine ,,
i definetly wants to go back to the time when i was a baby or something like that .
then i can make them not to divorced .
then i can make them happy .
then i will have a wonderful family .

yes i know , i have been sad recently .
cheer me up for goodness sake :] .

woah , Peiying Primary did changed a lot nehs .
went to Mr Chia's blog and see .
the classrooms' painted with disney characters :] .
got aircon somemore .
not fair .
i am gg to visit peiying asap :] .

i damn dulan-ed with jikun today .
like for no reasons ?
hais , i nearly want to fight with him .
well , sorry jikun :'( .

okay , school totally sucks agains :'( .
lecture-ed by Ms Kumari .
kaopei-ed by Mr Toh .
& i slapped Kevin a few times at recess .
hahs ! over 5 times i think XD .
Temper really sucks today .
hell ~ .
after school went around jialing house there .
& there's Jerom , Fook Choy , Kevin , MengHui , Caiying , Jialing , Joyce , Gizmo & me .
Jialing's became very hot cos of some reasons .
& her MP4's screen crack ! .
sadistic .
we boarded 162 & there was this crazy person talking to us .
O.o .. we alighted & he waved byebye to us .
Crazy fool .
went jialing's house first to put our bags & get some drinks .
then to the market .
to eat of course !
caiying & me pei-ed Joyce take bus while the others went to jialing's house to put Gizmo ?
lalalas ~ .
they took hundreds years to go down :] .
hahs ! so me & caiying went to the playground first .
we saw a rope and tied it to the celling , trying to hung ourself .
caiying went to work around 4.30 + ?
then , there was this Teck Ghee primary school P4 little boy who played with us .
he was sososo kawaii lahs :] .
& his name is Chong Wei , ehs ? or maybe Wei Chong ? i forget lehs .
we took group photos with him (i dont have the pictures with me) .
well , i will try to upload it when i got the pictures :] .
before we left the playground , we told Chong Wei to meet us on Monday at the playground .
hohohos :] .
went back with Fook Choy & Jerom .

fucks ! my phone spoilt agains .
this time , there's no light :'( .
I seriously want a new phone !!!!!!

i am so damn fucking stressed !
& i cried today at macdonal suddenly .
hais ~ sadistic .
a lot of my friends totally changed a lot .
like _______ .
i totally dont feel well today mans !
feeling sleepy in Chapel .
got stomach ache in science's lessons .
stuffy nose & bored in maths' lessons .
feel like vomitting & stuffy nose in Art .
wants to cry in Elective Modules !
after school went Drive Thru with jialing , menghui & shueting .
then i suddenly ask menghui this Q.
: " ehs , you feel stressed ? "
then after that , i cried :'( .
it's the very first time i cried because of this matter .
menghui came my house after that .
well , change blogskins .
IT SUCKS .
i prefer pandaa's one .
but i cant find it already .
cos the creator already resubmitted to another kind de :'(
well , i am having stuffy nose this few days .
so now , i am gg to change to another blogskins .
okay , bye .
& i dont like En Jian .

Updates :
i am feeling very pekcek now .
stuffy nose just sucks .

whoohoo ~ i am backkkkkkkk :]]
&&&&&&&& , my phone fixed by caiying !♥
i so damn love her luhs ~ !♥
Ms Lim soh peng sucks , but she damn funny :]
hahas , CF that time i whistle , then she say this :
" whos that wolf whistling uhs ? "
lols , then i never admit but someone pao toh me .
hahahs ! then Ms Lim call me ji koh mah ;; the opposite of ji koh pek .
knn luhs .
whole class keep laughing .
but , i am happpppppy :]]]]]
hais , &stop saying i like en jian guys .
after school , went bubble tea .
go back school agains .
slacked .
well , i am totally stressed up by things like homeworks and all this :'( .
I hate Mr Chew ! why he must give homework everyday ?
& why everyday got Maths and English ?!
fuckfucksfucked .

Labels: i love caiying :DDDDDD

school's just bad today except PE .
PE's the fun luhs ! .
English , lalalas ~ it's sucks .
Elective modules was a total crap - ness .
those teachers are crapping a lot !
but was very fun in comp lab :] .
I totaly love my class :]]]] .
whoo ~ ;
rebecca go kiss Caiying , then caiying want to kiss me .
lols .
after school went twin's house slack .
jikun & nicholas very kaopei luhs .
knn , want to sleep also cnt .
hahas , ok whatever bye .
& i miss my phone .

my fucking phone nearly broke into half !
i am so broken now ~ .
i dont want to say anything right now .
but only this :
" ehs jikun , its not all your fault .
if i didn't smack it from your hand ,
all the things could be prevented lehs . "
well , i am sad luhs .
bye guys .

Labels: if only it was a dream ..

i am just trying to post everyday .
but i just cant .
btw , my phone's gg to explode one day .
well , it's like this .
after menghui drop my phone ,
my phone's battery just bloated for no reason .
& the battery life became super duper uper short .
i am gg to complain to Nokia and get a new battery before i die soooooooooooon ~ .
ok just a short post for today .
i am tired le .

hais , i am super fucked up today !
idk why .
just very fucked up .
school just sucks !
family sucks too .
wtfffffff ~ .
pon-ed chinese class with caiying ; tio caught .
okay , lets not say caught .
cos we went back to class ourself .
recess that time saw Mrs Tan - the full-time counselor .
i want counseling man !
every day will suddenly cry .
hais ~ .
after school , went bubble tea after that went for tuition .
only got me , menghui , jialing & shueting .
btw , i really dont know how to communicate with them sometimes .
it's really sad when you are being left out luhs .
oh whatever ,
o.o & did you all see what menghui wrote on my tagbox ?
wthhhhhhh ~ .
i really dont like enjian lehs .
is they suddenly say enjian & me tgt .
hell shit .
hahas MengHui & Roy = ❤ :]
blah blah blah .
post later .

yoyoyo ~ .
school is damn boring luhs .
just spending my time emo-ing .
cos of a bitch .
ok , first period is chapel .
seriously uhs , i still not used to the life of sec2 .
we were chapel-ing with sec1 .
and i was like , I MISS SEC1 LIFE ! .
hais , keep emo-ing at Chapel .
or maybe , keep disiao Ezra ! lols :]
hahas , after Chapel , got briefing inside Chapel ,
about NanJing Trip`08 .
after that went for Science class .
whoo ~ i miss Mr Toh lehs .
after science jiu maths .
Maths class sibei sian lahs .
& Rebecca lost her pencil box .
recess that time pei her go find it .
still dont have , then bo pian luhs .
hahas ! we keep putting menghui & roy tgt :] .
very funnnnnnnnnnnnn ~ .
& meng hui did a most embarrassing thing in the world .
it's like this .
we were gg to buy food at the stall ,
we saw Zhenxuan jiu ask him help us buy luhs .
after that zhenxuan walk away & this young little ang mor was at the position where zhen xuan is standing .
so meng hui put her hand over the little boy and the boy turn over to look at her ,
she chua dao ~ hahas ! .
zhen xuan saw it too :] .
then art class emo agains .
we keep calling Menghui Mrs Roy .
& they called me Mrs Tan ; Tan EnJian .
crazy one luhs .
i dont even like him .
then teacher ask us to draw .
art finish le jiu went for Elective Modules le .
after school , went bubble tea store slack .
slack until 4 + raining .
saw ppl fighting outside school .
one of which is ______ .
wtf luhs .
ok lah , end here le .
btw , do you all enjoy the pictures of Jikun ?! :]

Clique photo :]JiKUNNNNNN hahas !
JIKUNNNNNNNNN take 2 ! hahas ~
JIKUNNNNNNNN take 3 ! hahas ! omg got my face .
JIKUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN take 4 !
back view shot :]

wtf ! i was posting yesterday but the internet disconnected .
and i was like ; fuck fuck fuck luhs
whatever , post for Monday , yesterday & today .

Monday ;
1.the brand new studying day .
2.Mr Tan made me cry .
3.Clique was separated from DT/FN .
4.my leg is blue-blacked now .
5.i took out my extension .
6.& everyone's playing with it .

i took out my extension & i was really regretted .
that chee bai Mr Tan , he one day never make me cry he not happy luhs .
well , he separated Clique for FN/DT .
now only me & Charlotte in FN .
oh fucks.
after school , went Jialing's house .
saw Daddy .
he shout at me . damn fierce lahs .
play COLOR at the playground there ,
play until blue - blacked .
very pain ! went home arnd 8 .

Yesterday ;

dont really rmb about anything except Elective Modules that time .
lols , was having elective modules in school .
& learning this course called DreamWeaver .
it's about making a website or something like that .
then got this instructor ask : "wad is HTTP ?"
then i say HTTP = hum tam tau pok .
the whole class laugh .
O.o , i dont know i can joke well .
Lame ~ .
after school weent bubble tea shop jiu went home le .

Today ;

nothing much in school .
went Amk area there with jialing , menghui , charlotte , caiying , jikun , kuan bing , kenneth , sam , roy & teck hwee .
has been gg out with them lately .
almost every day .
went KFC eat while , Menghui , jialing & caiying go home change .
lols , then the boys very kaopei lehs !
lols , something got in my eyes & they all thought i cry .
hahs ! jikun the worse , kenah spit ice by me .
blah blah blah !
then went carpark play catching .
lols ! saw a lot police today luhs .
then help Jikun put on the extension !
lols ! he look like girlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ~ .
[ i dont have the picture , will upload soon when i get it ]
aiya , lazy to post liaos , tmr then post .
& will upload pictures soooooooon ~ .

Btw , MC King just died few days ago :'(
sad case lahs .
life is so fragile .
i want to die also lehs .

I will post tmr ;;
i too tired today .

BooHoos ! :'[
not getting Jack Russell anymore .
hais .. sadded .
Btw !

TODAY IS JIALING'S BIRTHDAY !

Jialing ! happy birthday :]
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to jialing
happy birthday to you :]

it's should be a happy & sad day for now .
bye . post later :]

Lalalas ~ i went for the sec 1 camp fire :]
lols , very fun luhs .
now , caiying at my house .
lols , ok , post later :] .

Updatedddddddddddddddd;

ok, i am back .
well , i am having a Jack Russell tmr .
Jialing's auntie's giving :] .
so , i got Dad's approval and i am sharing it with caiying :] .
we will take turns looking after it :].
whoo , baby .
gg back to Dad's house later .
post tmr :]

oh well , did i say i had a cold war with mum the other time ?
so , it's like this , after from what she did to me when i came back from wild wild wet ,
we had a cold war for one week already !
& yesterday i talked to her ; i nearly cried .
hais .. sucker .
okay , lets hear something about school yesterday .
Promo camp ! class tee ! :]
Camp was great :] .
no special activities tho .
hohohos ~ we kept winning 2Blessing cos the girls from the class were cooperating luhs .
oh whatever .
went to jialing's house after school . hais , play play play . hahs ! play mahjiong awhile , idk how to play lehs ! lols ! then alot of boys from Blessing came jialing's house too :] go home arnd 0730 .
today , went to school as usual luhs .
but something special : i've been meeting friends outside school at 0650 every morning .
hohos , Promo Camp agains :]
but this time is play with houses , not with class .
lalalas ~ of course , i wore other house de shirt :] .
& Mr DAVID TAN ; you suck alot .
he say my acting very good
Media Corp want recruit me .
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you !
and yes , we actually gg celebrate jialing's birthday with clique .
but got conflict , so never celebrate .
& so the plan was crashed .
& Charlotte's efforts by making a big card to jialing was a disappointment too .
cos alot of them doesnt want to write on the card .
so , end up charlotte helping them write .
Freako luhs .
then we meet jialing
went bubble tea buy food eat , saw brother's friend .
went to blk slack , saw brother's friend & mr sim .
hais , went bb tea agains , saw brother's friend again !
lols ! keep saw him .
hahas , i am tired now .
bye ppl .

wait wait .. my new year color : purple or white or black lehs .
hahas ! the international gay color ; purple .
alright bye .

okay , school's just boring .
first day jiu kenah caught & teacher made me cried .

hohohos , lets talk about something else .
we have a new classmate ; his name's kenneth .
hahs ! a fillipino also :]
okay , he's super duper ubper shy lahs .
oh whatever mans ! :]

Promo Camp tmr & we are taking our class tees :]
lalalas ~ post tmr bahs :DDDDDD .

Hohohos
its 2008 now :DDDDD .

& i wish to start afresh :DDDD .
will post later :DDD