okays .
i am terrible sad today .
1st : my pencil box lost :'( .2nd : Mr Tan says that he's not gg to be our form teacher after JJ FAIR :'( .3rd : Ms Kumari gave a shit to us at CPA .4th : a spider crawled on my hand , and leaving my hand so itchy .5th : Mr Chew gave attitude .6th : caught sleeping and was asked to ans . questions at english class .7th : saw charlotte's blog and was very unhappy .8th : Shueting gave me a very tight slap .9th : quarrelled with sis .10th : Jun Huei hurt my feelings .11th : i given up .hais .. i lost my pencil case and my newly bought pen was gone like this .
wtf :'( .
yups . Mr Tan says that our class had been so noisy and he dosen't want to teach us anymore .
well , i will just post what happened at home .
JunHuei came for the flyer thingy .
and i cant use the computer because my fucker sis was using .
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i quarrelled with her .
and i went in the room and cried like a fuck .
then junhuei ask sis help him do the flyer .
after doing he thanked her .
wtf ?To junhuei :
well , i helped you do the flyer thing ,
it's okay that you did not thank me .
but yet you ask my sis to help you do a new one ,
when you knew that i had done for you already !
do you know that you hurt my feelings ?
i waste so much time and effort on that stupid flyer yet you treat me like that .
i don't care if you are reading my blog now or what .
i hate you so much , do you know .
i don't want to see you anymore .
i hate you like fuck !
hurting someone's feelings and zhao .
you know that i cried is because of you .
well , don't talk to me anymore .
i will treat you like invisible .
i am feeling blue .
To sis : well , if you do want to lend me anything just tell me .dont make me wait so long and in the end you dont want lend me .you bitch , i hate you too .knn -.- you and brother biased de lorhs .pubors lahs .
okay .
my whole eye is swollen .
eye bag is very very obvious .
well , if you guess i am crying now , you are right .
i am a sadistic person agains .
& i totally gave up on everything .
my studies , my future .
cos no one care .
why are heaven or god treating me like this ?
my heart is torned .
and breaking down when no one care ....................
i am really tired about all this thing .
i guess you all hate me .
the scar on my hand ,
can never be replaced the pain in my heart .
