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Friday, April 4, 200810:15 PM
yesterday ;were playing in EM class (:damn funny :]kays , went to my house to take clothes .headed to school & alighted the bus ,went to East Coast Park .well , on the way there ;the bus was fucking freaking mucking bucking damn hot laa .knn .. & the bus driver still scold us kao peh kao bu .wahlan ehs !reached East Coast ,went to burger king with rebecca & zhen xuan .we didn't even touched the litters and headed back to school cos raining .lols ! took photos .fuck siah .actually wanna take with Gardner & gang de .but needa go back already .hais D:reached school ,saw madeline & kassandra .talked stuffs about how ppl treat them in BASKETBALL lo .seriously , i know they wanna quit .went to hall & slack and waited for jialing & shueting to come back from match .i got really hyper and started to disiao the teakwondo's members .lols .. i trained with them also kays !hehs , after awhile , i started asking ppl whether i can beat them or not .hais , i am sadistic D:& soso desperate to fight .okay , i wanna confess something ;DYLAN damn cute cans ?!OMFG , i love him alot .as a small brother laa .{dont anyhow think lahs}made new friends ,; AZIM is his name i think .lols , a banglah friend siah =.Ookay anyway , we keep wanting him to disiao JIKUN !(:lols , damn funny alrights .can laugh until peng !so , all the CCAs or rehersal at the hall had ended .most of them left ,except , me , charlotte , menghui , enjian , edward & gardner .was waiting for the netballers .played the piano , the soccer ball & the volley ball .& i got really du lan waiting for the netballers .{btw , those who were with me in hall ; sorry for the attitude}the netballers took 2-2 1/2 hours to come back to school .they are just delaying ppl's time lo .knn -.-showed attitude to jialing when they got back to school .i am just very angry with her .went to bubble tea with shue ting .we really talked alot of things today .it's not like the 20-30 mins chat last timewe had a 1-2 hours chat today .anyway , i know i shouldn't be saying this , but i want to say .i really dont trust anyone now .not even my closest friend .except a few of them .so , i am not really caring about what they will say after they saw this post .well , you are the one who always gave attitude .
dont blame us on giving you that sluggish attitude also .
what are you ?
you are just an ordinary person i know lo .
you cant probably ask us to give in to you lo .
Ms Ng only gave charlotte 5 lollipops ,
she also never give us right ?
why must you bang the tables and chairs in the art room ?
& why must you show attitude ?
& you should know why i shouted in the call .
dont blame me , blame yourself , blame joyce .
i really detest you nowadays .
you both always gossips behinds ppl's back ,
but do you even dare to say it in front them ?
maybe you can say i guailan or whatever .
but let me tell you , i simply dont care now -.o
i am not like last time anymore .
i dont need you to say sorry or what ,
but i will just ignore you until the day you realized your mistakes .
this words are to jialing .
shueting , charlotte , menghui & rebecca .
you are the ones i really cares about .
not wanting to say .
i really hoped you all wont give me those attitudes when i am talking to y'all nicely .
yeah , i may be a little kaopeh or guailan this few days .
but sorry , i realised made my mistakes .
& i dont think i should go on any further .
i wanna be like last time .
a person with many good friends .
well , i am SORRY .
a 2year and still counting friendship had drifted so much .
& it's totally understandable cos people do change .
& i had changed too .
i am just trying .. just trying so much .
but all of y'all wont understand how hard .
{i dont want to be soft hearted anymore .
i wont cut myself anymore .
i wont care anymore .
i wont be a nuisance to you anymore .
i wanna leave it alone .
i wanna stand alone .
i wanna fight alone .
i wanna cry alone .}
i said this words many many times , but i still didn't accomplish it .
cos i know , i cant .
nothing much had happened today .wont post liao .hehs , waimeng , zhenxuan is horny!(:but i still like them as a friend (:& that somebody should know why i so fierce today lah .bye , i am tired .{gg to school tmr , pei rebecca that fucker!(:}yours truly ,
Peifan , apologized with sincerity .
{i am sorry .
& fuck that love Y
Posted by Peifan.
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