yesterday's NDP training sucks .
everyone kenah sunburn & charlotte's face is as red as an apple .
but anyway , the blue puppeteers' dance steps is super easy .
still , i fell down & its mother fucking pain T.T

roars , after NDP went to East Coast Park with charlotte , jialing & ze jiang .
took bus there , nabeh !! damn long can .
walked to this bicycle shop to rent bike .
the uncle damn cool okays , we rent 1hr & he gave us 2hr more FREE !;DD
+ FREE mineral water & no payment made when the brake's broken .
after renting , we cycled around & i am fucking slow !!):
went to meet Terrence at 6 pm sharp , jialing needa go home too .
so they switch person to ride the bike .
on our way back to east coast , got this nabeh cheebai fucking fuck person came to bang me & i fell down + the bicycle's brake broke .
stupid inconsiderate person , fuck you .
damn dulan after that , chiong-ed around , stopped at beach & took photos .
went to returned bike @ 8pm , dine & slack in mac and went home .
ROARS !

supposed to go track & jog today , but jian cannot make it , charlotte & zejiang never call me .
well , rot @ home agains .
bye .

went to yck today.

met Peifan, Enjian & Zejiang at yck station .
headed to stadium to run at tracks ran 5 round.
Enjian damn zai. he ran 5-6 rounds continuestly (dunno if i spelled correct) !!!!

then decided Peifan & Zejiang decided to go Gym.
which Enjian & I think its a total waste of money larh !
so they went Gym, both of us went to the cafe there to slack & see Jerom & some ppl play tennis .
pretty funny larh. we bought Ice-Cream to eat !
& we threw the paper down ! LOLS ! damn funny larh, got this guy played tennis,
he look like "Xiao Ding Dang",
if you know, its some cartoon character thing !
hahahs. so ya, after 20mins, Zejiang & Peifan came to find us !
& yes they've stop. 20mins only lehh.. goodness !
really waste money ! lols !

so slack a lil while then decided to go down to join Jerom & the rest to play tennis ! extremely fun larh !
now i think tennis rocks ! LOLS! play till rain then decided to go.... walk quickly as it was raining.
so when we reach the Mrt station.
Enjian realise he forgot to take his wallet & he actually left it at the tennis court floor larh ! goodness him !
so he ran back to take it. he was damn wet when he came back . lols! so ya Enjian went home.

3 of us wanted to find FookChoy at his work place. but when we went, it was still raining, so decided to go KFC then.
ate, slack for 2-3 hrs at KFC ! did all the shit stuff.
made straw hearts for babe :D that tied Zejiang's hair & made him super duper embarrass ! LOLS!
so ya, stayed till 6.30pm + then went off. went to hub to take bus home ! yup. pretty fun today.

okay this is CHARLOTTE CHAN HUI LIN !
im helping Peifan to post, becoz she asked me to ?
lols ! im kind lazy to re-post wad we did today, so i decided to do the short cut way, its to copy at paste !
hahas ! SORRY PEIFAN !
iloveyouanyway:D

so ya, byee dudes !

loves,
Charlotte :D

ok fuck , there's this malay wedding celebration downstair my block , is making so much noises .
i cant even sleep well , gosh .
anyway , i am very very happy today .
but no one jio me out , charlotte's attending her cousins wedding so i cant blame her ;D
i wanna go eat steamboat with kaili & boston and some others again .
well , holidays really suck alot .
all the sec 2 still have to go back school for the NDP shitty training .
hais , as well as no holidays lah .

oh yes ! twin is going back to Philippines soon D:
i will miss her a lot .
twin : let just have fun on _______ okoks x)
I LOVE MICHELLE SIMONE MELLOT .

roars , i am rotting (in a good mood).
hahahas , no one at home .
& it's time for me to enjoy this shiok-ness for the period of time .
cos , if mum or anyone is at home , they confirm will make noise .
hahahs , CRAP !
well , byebye lah .
i am gg to cook maggie (:

{/UPDATES }
roars , tmd !
tmr's got NDP training , fucker .
i dont feel like going , anyway .
it's 7 am in the morning , & i am waiting for charlotte to reach home and call me .
1 am lehhhhhhhhhhhhhs ~ .

mum's making noises again .
nabeh !!! , all of them are noisy .
fuck heads , i am angry !):
i wanna go school asap , like now ?
anyway , i cant go out with twin & rebecca anymore -.-
siansiansian !
byebye lah !@#$%^&*

Steamboat !(:




very long never zilian lehs (:
i wont be posting recently , like last time .
super duper lazy to post .
well , went science center yesterday .
sian like hell , never take pictures .
roars , but the good thing is that we didn't took the stupid bus (:
on our way back to school .
talked with kaili & boston alot , fuck them ! they damn joker (:

after school , went home immediately .
slept awhile , boston called me go eat steamboat together with kaili.
roars ! waited for them to play finished LAN & met them @ 5 pm .
boston damn fucked siah , keep disiao .
then everyone look at us .^%&*()!Q#$%^&
walked around amk , called jialing to come down .
instead , we went her house , joyce was there too ,
then andrew came & all needa go home =.=
lend jialing's bicycle and went home ( i dont wanna be lamp post lah)
thanks uh , jialing (:

holidays sucks , meeting jialing later .
pass her , her bike .
anyway , rebecca , waimeng & jeremy is back (:
bye .

I'M FUCKING LOSING MY VOICE !):
conferencing with edward & charlotte now , i cant even talk properly .
i must pressed my throat when i talks .
tamade !):

roars ! whole day in hall today .
watched videos , play , shout , etc .
waste super-duper lots of time in hall ,
did dont know what shit'thing .
then Mr Lim started punishing edward & enjian .
alright , sad to say - PHS teachers really sucks , they seems to be picking on the NT classes and treats EXPRESS nicer . biased lah .
after school , went NYP to find enjian's brother (i also can on the way go find sis) .
called sis and asked her to meet me , fucked up .. i dont need dogs in my life .
btw , i really dont feel like posting anymore ):
i'm going to eat medicine now .

yo , i'm in school now (:
everyone's busy with bloggers and such .
hahahs 0(>.<)0
never study today , slacking all the way .
watched a video regarding to nanjing lame'shit .
anyway , went to esplanade yesterday with charlotte & zejiang (:
went there to slack , eat & cam-whored (:
will upload those pictures when i got them*

lalalalas , haiya , i'have got nothing to post lehs .
sorry .
oh yah ! i got the job already !!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:
going training later (:
still got money at least .
weeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees ~ .
no one pei-ing me later , charlotte , edward & gang are going to tpy agains ):
roarrrrs , byes (:

i had got 2 bad news ):
1st : ______ hand's became flattened because of some fucking teacher who ask him to carry the pool table & the whole thing lay flat on his hand . & you know what ?! the teacher just said sorry , like that . wtf ?!
2nd : no job ! roars , the auntie thought i was 17 years old and she said i was underage when i told her i was 14 ? nabehhhhhhhs ! waste my time .

okays , went to find the bubble tea shop auntie after school , lalalalas - a waste of time * .
then went back to school to find charlotte & gang ,
menghui told me a fucking shocking news about ______ .
i am heartbroken of cos !):
hey , its like , imagine one of your smaller brother had his hand flattened and needa amputate or something , would you be sad ?!
well , fuck the teacher lahs , irresponsible nabeh teacher .
HONG GANS ! PHS' TEACHERS SUCK COCK LAH .
luckily , his hand could be recover , if not i will give you hell ! }_|_

went TPY with gang agains .
the guys started suaning each other again , & like hello ? not sian one meh ?
edward & danial bought lighters
& they started saying this to enjian : eh , i burn your nanny(nehneh)* .
hahas , all of them are cute .
went home around 4+ .

well , just gimme more time to change .NO MORE NONSENSE ALREADY !(:
crying & emo-ing is super contagious .
change for the better (:
i shall understand more , more& MORE!
& it spelled as D-O-G , hahas .

i will post later okays .
going out soon (:
&fuck , totally addicted to the cd .
cant get my eyes off it .
i needa bath like now , if not i'm gonna late for sure .
bye .

back from dinner!(:
dad bluff-ed us , he said we are going to jack's place .
but in the end , ate KFC at his work place .
roars ~ , damn full .
bro & sis was argue-ing about life things .
argue for 2 hours , what the fuck .
lalalas , i'm going to bath now .
bye .

went east coast today , in-line-skate!(:
weehees , but sad thing charlotte never come .
but it's okay(:

took that stupid bus again(the one we took last time which was so damn hot) with compassion .
reached east coast park , took lots of time while choosing the blades .
cos it's either too big or too small .
but luckily , i changed with edward & both of us got the right size .
& i didn't wore my guard and i didn't need to ,
crapped with mr yeo until he said i am exception from wearing the guards .
chiong-ed around with the blades with shueting , jialing , ze jiang , michelle , caiying & colleen .
lols , went to find edward , daniel & enjian .
hahs , the moment i saw enjian , he fell down .
roars!(:
went to buy water with the same peepos .
all no coins , except colleen .
so all lend from her , until she no more coins .
shared drinks with caiying , nabeh , she drink until going to finish then gimme back .
skate around eveywhere until 11+ .
went back to school on the same fucking bus again .
argued with the uncle , knn he anyhow accused us sehs .
then mr gary tan annouced that we just go home at 12.45 pm
but he never say we need to go for assembly .
slacked in school awhile , twin's leg act up again .
can see she's hurt .
then Phua CB ask us go up to hall for assembly .
went up , kenah scolding .
Phua CB says : you all never hear morning annoucement that every sec 2 & 3 need to report for assembly after they came back from their trip mehs ? then blah blah .
i said : got baby so what ?!
& she walked away .
nabeh lehs .

met charlotte outside school .
then me , charlotte , edward , enjian , shane & daniel went toh payoh to search for job .
damn happy on the way there(:
walked to mac donal to pei them get the application form .
then headed to another macdonal .
& enjian damn damn damn guailan~ today .
so do edward .
hahs , waited for them to eat finished while folding hearts for charlotte .
after eating , we made a move to the pasamalam next to mac .
cant believe daniel did something )x
Roars ~ walked aound then went back to the first mac we went to pass to form .
lalalas , the guys keep suaning each others among themselves .
damn pekcek ._."
walked around typ center and all went home .

ehs , now blame me lahs ?
who scold me first , the disc is kaili's one leh ,
he say monday cannot watch finish then i change to wednesday got wrong ?
somemore monday no school , you want meet me uhs ?
you need to scold me cheebai one or not ?
dont anyhow lehs , i got gastrict and you expect me to look at you with my normal expression uhs ?
i got diao you or not , i not caiying lah .
& what you told rebecca , you ownself knows the best .
everytime is because of misunderstandings then we quarrel .
idk what you want lah hor .
& who broke promise first ?
tsktsk .

lalalas ~ .
we broke already .
i dont know whether i should be happy or sad .
whatever .

i think i got the job already (:
thanks edward & gang + charlotte (:
lets confirm tmr (:

totally rotted at home .
no one jio me out .
damn sian-ed , charlotte's phone got cut off ,
cant conference anymore ):
hais , i'd missed the times spending on phone together ):
lalalalas .

i felt like sleeping , but i cant .
helped menghui with her blog & stuffs .
i just cant help giving attitudes to people today .
mood swings !D:
hais hais hais ~ .

i am breaking down!
why did you all choose to make me suffer like that ?
i hate you all .
i wanna meet menghui now ):
i am not worthy of you all .
siam!):

went to chongpang agains .
play LAN .
charlotte , edward & sanjose were with me .
really not in the mood to do things
very shagg-ed .
after playing they came my house .
kaili & zhen xuan came too (:
i missed kaili and menghui so much ):
anyway , thanks menghui for telling us something .

so many things had happened at home .
i wont say anymore!
freaking restless but i am tired .
no hope anymore , all hong gan please .

when i thought i can 100% trust you all ,
you all just simply dont appreciate .
i really felt like crying .
you all lied to us 2 times already .
& i hope this is the last time .
please dont make us disappointed anymore .

i will change .
i am not good at first impression ,
nor am i a good person .
help me change , will you guys ?D:

exams are finally over (:
i had no confident in my art .
only my model is nice .
so , me , kaili , menghui , charlotte & rebecca went to market after paper .
& sorry rebecca , we really dont feel like going to amk .

went bubble tea to slack awhile .
then to blk and rotted .
me , kaili , menghui & charlotte planned to do something really stupid ,
that is to take bus 76 from one end to the other end .
hahs , crapped a lot a lot .
we saw a overweighted girl which we saw ytd too .
then charlotte started to say she is kaili's girlfriend & blah blah .
laugh until peng .
alighted at parkway parade .
reached home at 2+ pm .

sorry , i am really tired to blog much .
i gotta go offline now .
bye D:

i got my white skinny already ,
mum bought it for me (:
but it was a little way too big .

went out to study with edward , enjian , san jose , rebecca & charlotte .
waste lots of time at first .
met charlotte first .
wanted to get our maths book from school locker ,
but in the end , we cant go into school as we're wearing outside clothes .
so we called menghui to help us take .
waited her for 30 mins-50 mins .
went to meet edward & sanjose in between time .
seriously , the way edward wore his attire is more mature then sanjose .
even though san jose is older then us .
lols (:

after awhile , went to meet menghui outside school .
saw joyce while we went up the stairs to the blk next to school .
she was smoking & ah neh caught her .
nabehs , ah neh shouldn't care so much also .
joyce wasn't in school uniform lehs .
knn :X .
i hate kpo teachers .
lalalalas :X

menghui took 15mins to solved on how to open the locker .
well done!(:
seriously , after trying for thousands times , i still dont know how to open .
alamak , bodohs -.-
& she came out of school .
wasted so much time talking to enjian on phone .
persuade him until siao .
but in the end he came to meet us also .

headed off to CWP and menghui left .
lalalalas , edward damn damn damn guai l** today .
hahahs , but his hairstyle is getting nicer & nicer .
met rebecca at woodlands and went to library .
super duper luper many people there .
and we cant even sit down and study .
so all headed back to CWP and walked around .
and action city really got lots of things to shock people!(:
edward & sanjose went to fetch enjian .
hahas after that , went to mos to study & eat .
HUNGRY !
study till 5 pm and went to chong pang to play LAN .
rebecca went home .

crapped a lot while walking to LAN .
hahas , keep taking my jacket to cover my mouth :X
lalalalas ~
played CS , DOTA , AUDI - edward's account .
i finally mastered my skills(:
but O2 jam's better .
oh yes , talked about o2 jam .
i hadn't been playing for 1234567890346532 years already .
freak the computer .
blah blahs !(:

went home around 7 + pm .
freaking tired & lazy .
i just dont felt like doing anything after eating .
hais , it's 11.17 pm now .
& i haven't bath !
anyway , tmr's maths paper confirm + chope = fail one .
my calculator spoil and idk whether bro's using tmr or not .
goodness gracious ~ .
well , trying to find something to study .
goodbye & good nites (:
btw , i am trying to figure out who's cheryl tan .
she claims she know me but idk her .
her face is familiar but i just dont know her .
she's quite scary when i talked to her on msn :X
bodohs ! who is she ????????
she's from our school lehs , & she wants me to guess she's from sec what .
arghs ! i gg crazy .
i miss enjian & charlotte badly ):

Wont be posting today .
(:
post tomorrow .

anyway .
ENJIAN - cheer up lah , dont be another retarded(:

bye loves .

i just woke up yo 0(>.<)0
& its 2 PM now .
holy goody :X
anyway , had a conference yesterday with menghui , charlotte , rebecca & shaun late in the night.
after that menghui kupped & we called charlotte's phone .
seriously , it was damn boring & i was waiting for bro to come back home .
soon , charlotte fall asleep .
hahs , me , rebecca & shaun talked lots of things which happened in our life .
*Bro came in the house and said ;
wahpiang! phone bill very expensive lah , call so long , gey gan .*
hahas , talked until 3am then i kupped .

hais , gg back to dad's house later .
hate it .
i wanna go out lehs ~ .
i missed edward & gang lots .
anyway , reb , i will try to be as guai ok ? dont angry .

if you really think i will forgive you ,
think again lahs .
dont ask someone smaller then you to talk to me .
dont you feel ashame ,
whenever you make something very wrong & big .
you say sorry in the end , with no sincerity ,
you think we'll forgive you ?
you fucking got people scolded for you & make people suffers .
even that someone smaller then you .
nabeh , go away .

Liz requested me to do this survey (:

1. Do you wish to get married?
♥→ maybe , i hadn't planned the future yet .

2. What do you want the most now?
♥→ lots of money ;D i am greedy horhs .

3. Who is the person you trust most?
♥→ Charlotte , Rebecca , Menghui , Edward & EnJian (:

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
♥→ depends on what i am doing .

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
♥→ to sing all over the world .

6. Are you sastified with yourself?
♥→ quite (:

7. What are you afraid to lose now?
♥→ idk ):

8. Who , in your life do you love most ?
♥→ Charlotte , Rebecca , Menghui , Ah Gong , Edward & En Jian (:

9. Have you ever broken someone's heart the he/she tried to comit suicide?
♥→ no , but there's a lot of idiots broke my heart lots of time .

10. What do you like most about yourself?
♥→ my hair & eyes (:

11. What kind of ppl you hate?
♥→ betrayers , & people like those blah blahs .

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
♥→ uncomfortable , hatred , sadistic types of feelings .

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
♥→ yes , but some blah blahs gave my trust away .

14. Do you treasure your family?
♥→ yes , i wanna be good to them nownow ):

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
♥→ friendships that i treasure , people i adored .

16. What do you regret most in your life now?
♥→ seriously , i had made the greatest mistake to treat my family like that .

17. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
♥→ my friends , ah gong & not ignorance .

18. Are you happy now?
♥→ quite , i will be happier if there's something to keep my occupied .

19. What are you doing now?
♥→ listening to jay's song & doing this survey (:

20. What kind of your friend do you hope to be in your friends eyes?
♥→ a friendly and not vulgar person .

Instruction.
Remove 1 question from above and add in ur personal question.
Make it a total of 20 questions.
Tag 8 people in ur list..
List them out at the end of this post..
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she have been tagged
Whoever does the tag,would have a blessing from all.
Charlotte , Rebecca , Vivian , Kristi , Eunice , Joyce , Jikun & Kassandra (:

everything is so different today ):
lots of students didn't bought their tie .
*including me .
so , everyone trying to lending it from the school .
guessed what ?!
the tie's out-of-stock .
hahs , heng me & edward lent until .

okay , some blah blahs* trying to spoil our friendship between menghui & us .
in the end , we still stay together .
1 year + and counting close friendships wont end so tragically .
i only trust menghui , charlotte , rebecca , edward , en jian & kaili now .

well , science paper was easy .
took less then 30 mins to complete .
& its the first time i did an ongoing exam w/o resting .

after paper , me & edward went staff room to return tie .
then went up to find rebecca & co .
followed melvin to bubble tea & we headed to amk hub to meet shaun .
sad thing is edward & gang did not go .

waited shaun for three hours .
he damn fucking pig siah .
walked around amk hub .
& rebecca became hyper .
lols , she started playing with her hair and jumps around .
siaocharbor (:
then we headed to macs .
rebecca asked menghui to call jialing .
& everything is recorded in menghui's phone .

this is what ah meng said ,
" hello , where you now ?
knn , i tio pangseh by them siah .
nabeh , one go find stead , another pei rebecca go home ."

jialing said this ,
"amk hub , why leh ?
wah cheebai lah they all .
they got say my jiao wei or not ?
chee bai , they that time got say you jiaowei lehs .
then now say never , when , where got .
pengwei lah they all & blah blah blah *"

like hello , we didnt even say until menghui lehs .
you jealous you say lah .
kaopeh , ninabehs .

went to meet shaun & co at macs .
ah gong was there too .
hais , all of them asked me to talk to him .
but really there's nothing to talked about .
he's sad , i am too .
stressed!):
went to K Pool outside slack awhile .
went down to mac again .
pei rebecca , charlotte & menghui eat .
then rebecca went home .
walked around hub with charlotte & menghui .
all went home around 4 .

♥→ rebecca : seriously , thanks for cheering me up those days when i am not happy . i promise you that our friendship will last(: fuck all those idiots who's trying to break our friendships .
at least we're reunited agains (: anyway , sorry for my bad attitudes . & what you said is really true , i really dont know when i am wrong or correct . i will try to change to a better person .

♥→ charlotte : yo! babe . its my job to make you happy (: we seems to be like getting closer & closer everyday , thanks for accompanying me around too (: love you .

♥→ menghui : hey darling , yea i am in the wrong most of the time too . sorry , girl . well , you were the best counselor in my heart (: anyway , cheer up yeahs , dont think too much lahs , not good for health . & for that useless guy , give up lah . hahas , anyway love you as ever (:

♥→ edward & enjian : yoyoyo DJ ED & bigbird!(: love you both lots (: Tan Pei Shen will stay together forever (:

& those blah blahs : all those troubles is you all create one hor , dont anyhow blame people lah . kanninah , our surname not lai lehs .
want say people jiao wei still scared people say your jiao wei . dont lame lahs hor .

hehs , had so much fun talking to reb & shaun (:
the way shaun say kaninah is funny(:
wahahahas*

so many things happened recently .
hate it so much .
clique is drifting away ,
maybe some dont even have clique in their heart anymore .
hais , Charlotte Tan Pei Shen is better .
it's a combination of me , charlotte , en jian & edward (:
charlotte chan huilin .
+
tan en jian .
+
zhang peifan .
+
edward lau weishen.

so no matter how hard we tried ,
i think clique can never be together like last time anymore .
sadistic ):
everyone is sad because love .
cannot make it lahs .
all cheer up!(:

it's time ;

menghui .
i really dont know whats the problem with you .
ever since you know that en jian dislike your character ,
you totally change into another person .
a bit a bit jiu attitude .
whats the problem with you ?
you everytime say we pangseh you .
you think agains lah .
well , i dont care already .
you wanna be like last time or not , its depends on yourself .
i cant force you .
bye , takecare .
i will still love you any ways .

yoyoyo!(:
i am back to blog .
anyway ,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , CHARLOTTE .
thanks girl , i love you .

went to celebrate charlotte's birthday yesterday at hub .
very fun , very highed , very attitudes , very sensitives , very blah blah .
before that , charlotte came my house ,
then met menghui & we all went charlotte's house .
it's damn fucking cozy with so many fans & aircons .
ilovecharlotte & her house (:

went to hub to meet kaili , edward , enjian , gardner , deon , shane & jialing .
deon damn fucking kaopeh .
hate him .
Joe came too !(:
the last i saw him is at Yishun Mrt last year .
hahas , & his hair is super dupeer stylo .

went to get tickets for Iron Man ,
bought the tickets already ,
in the end all say dont want .
so everyone at there cham siong .
& all decided to watch , except shane .

went to macs for lunch & slack .
got this family of three damn funny .
saw ah gong (:
went back to hub to watched movie ,
seriously , it's a waste of time & money .
slept inside the cinema ,
its like though i fainted .

after movie , went fountain to slack!(:
alrights DEON SUCKS .
he made edward's phone spoilt .
i bet he's not going to pay for it !
Deon & gardner went home .
en jian & edward stayed (:

went up to carpark's rooftop .
talked lots of ghost thing .
caiying came .
well , kaili is my new bestfriend (:
love him lots , lil brother (:

slacked awhile and went to hub to cool down .
attitude agains lo .
dont know whats their problem .
menghui went home .
jialing came to find us ,
walked around hub then went KFC pei kaili eat .

all wanted to go home ,
pei them take bus .
so , kaili started trying to scare me with his nonsense .
in the end , he is the one who's scaring himself .
hahas ! retarded (:
anyway , i really had a great day yesterday (: