Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside youre bleeding
No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think Im happy
But Im not gonna be okay!
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like
What its like!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Might be changing to Livejournal soon, because blogger is really getting on my nerves.
I feel really depressed today, i just quarreled with my family and i really wonder if it is my fault...
I mean, almost everyday i went home, i will be facing walls and there's totally no one to talk to at all. All of them either working or went out. I am scared, lonely at home sometimes, but friends is the only ones i can turn to right?!
And my mom keeps insisting that i mixed with the wrong cliques, i seriously want to FUCK HER FACE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN THIS GENERATION, WHICH CHILD DON'T SPEAK VULGARITIES?! WHO DOESN'T START TO REBEL IN SECONDARY SCHOOL?!!??!??!?! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO IMPLICATE MY FRIENDS IN?!!!!!! EVEN IF I DO NOT KNOW THEM, I STILL SPEAK VULGARITIES AND REBEL IN SCHOOL!!!! I CAN STOP HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS, BUT THAT WILL MAKE ME HATE YOU MORE. YOU'RE DRIVING ME INTO A CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes, i wished that i have my own rented house, then i could call all my friends for party or some heart-to-heart talk or some stay overs or i could even run away from home and stay there!
